They'll keep us apart, they won't stop breaking us down
Biography
Psst,dont mind my picture,bored and bored took over ^^
I am a certified human! :D
I first had my name ,An,on 24-07-XX.
Haha,dont want tell you my age :D
Mum registered Northland primary school for me and then i made my own choice to be in
Canberra secondary school.Then after that i went to Ite Dover.
I love my friends & family.
I ♥ Life, maybe you could get me that tee-shirt for my birthday!
Isn't life beautiful!
The goals you make!
The rewards you receive!
Life is never a torture!
If you hate me , please leave. Go Go,simply put,use Alt & F4 :D
Mediabox
"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "
Anyways,yesterday went out with my step mom and her family. Went to celebrate my younger brothers,early birthday. We went to a little restaurant near chong pang... Ate a lot i tell you XD
After that,we went to watch Terminator Salvation. Awesome show. Easy to understand as well. Theres also a nice twist and surprise in the story :)
Anyways,gtg now. Shall update as soon as possible. Signing off An.
♥our lips must always be sealed 5:45 PM
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I enjoy these times we're having,chatting like nothing's up in the world, when in real,you have your O's and i got my own exams...
Hopefully after your O's,we could go out some time ;)
Why do you bother,when our love is a lie? Why do you bother,when our love is a fairytale? Why do you bother,when our love is a nightmare? Why do you bother,when our love is a dream? Why do you bother,when will you be for real?when? Shall not wait and I will move on. P.s Got this from a friends blog.It fits my mood.
I'm tired for waiting for something that might or might not happen. Im sick and tired of waiting. I thought you changed,but it turns out that you remained the same. Your words weren't sincere. You took everything as a joke.
I tried to be there fer you each time. But everytime i ask you about your problems,you dont seem to want to tell.... Then whats the point of me being here fer you? You tell me what you expect me to be...
But fer now.... I think its best if i move on. These memories will just become Dead Memories...
♥our lips must always be sealed 7:36 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Trying your best to forget me? I thought it was over a long time ago. But its ok, And its not the first time i was really into someone... The first one i was realli interested in was you.
And yes i'll do anything for her. Just like i would have for you.
If maybe a few months back you told me about this,something else might have happened. But its best if we forgot about it...
And you,I'm sorry for everything that i have ever done to you. Hopefully you would forgive me.
♥our lips must always be sealed 9:11 PM
I guess those words were only just words after all. And here,i thought you realli did love me.
But its ok.
Just because i love you doesnt mean i have to be by your side. You can just be with anyone you like. I dont mind or even care anymore =)
Cinta ini membunuhku An.
♥our lips must always be sealed 3:27 AM
Friday, May 15, 2009
I dont know what i want to do anymore. Its either A)Forget about all this and move on. OR B)Pretend like nothing happened and act dumb.
I dont know if you were sincere or not. Those words might just be words.
Just so you know,i havent added you in msn because i just didnt feel like it.
I guess its over. I wish it wasnt but theres nothing more i can do about it. I wish there was more but you dont seem sincere about everything ive been doing for you. That time i was with you,i wish you had talked more but you seemed shy and i didnt pressure you. Somehow my heart keeps feeling heavy the whole moment im typing this out.
I had always hoped that one day we might be together. Celebrating life as god intended. But hey,life isint always fair and maybe we werent meant to be together.
To tell you the truth ive been thinking about this over and over again,mulling over things that might seem small to you.
Sure,you insult me every now and then but ive been patient this whole time. But just to let you know,it felt like you were stabbing a knife through my heart each time. I always expected you to be the one who i can click with,with guys i can joke around and all that and i always have other gal friends to joke around with. But with you,i expected you to understand me more,i poured out more of my life to you. They dont know about the thing that has been missing from my life the past 9 years.
I tau yang i membesarkan perkara yang kecil but i mean what was the point of me confessing? My feelings that were for you? They were never returned. Even though i confessed,you still treated me like i was nothing. I mean sure,you did say you had a crush on me. I was ready for my crush to grow into something more but were you? If you arent ready,at least tell me instead of making me wait like some ass. Oh look,your favourite word... I faked my laughs each time you insulted me =)
You know what,i think it'd be best if we just remained friends. The longer i keep doing this,the more my heart gets heavy and the tears might just burst at any time.
So hopefully you read this and hopefully by the time you finish, ill already be out of your way.
Goodbye, An
My eyes are moist, my voice hoarse. From crying all night, by trying with all my might. -Hey,my first try at a poem =)
♥our lips must always be sealed 5:38 AM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Hey guys,sorry fer the long abscence. Schooling as usual,not as free as before. Anyways,i went back to my old kampung during the weekend to visit my grandmother whos living there.Shes about 90 now and she wasnt feeling too well.
They warded her in a hostpital but she insisted that they bring her back home so she now lies down on a bed all the time. Once she awoke from a dream and told us that she was in a boat,sailing far far away and when she came back she awoke and was quite hungry. My dad told me that this was a sign that she might pass away soon... Nevertheless i cant spend my time thinking about it all the time.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
5:45 PM