Too close for comfort

2010-02-18T21:01:00.000-08:00

see more funny facebook stuff!

Hahahaha!
EPIC FAIL !
EPIC WIN fer the PS3 :D

My life in Melacca.

2010-02-14T07:56:00.000-08:00

So its sunday yeah?
Supposedly i should be going out with someone special.
Instead im here in melacca getting bitten by mosquitoes while im typing this.

I feel like one of those hitchikers who go all over the world and type about their experience here...

Hahah... anyways,today was alright..

We went "town"

And watch a movie.

So there were 2 movies i watched this week..

And

Both fun and awesome shows.

Although santau was a little disgusting -.-

Felt like vomiting halfway

LOL

But overall not too bad..

Ok. Now about V-Day.

OMG I cant believe i actually spent my V-day here.

I already had a plan.

I actually wanted to do something.

But you know what they say...

"All plans that starts in earnest goes up in smoke"

Now about you..

You trust me right?

Then tell me whats troubling you..

Everytime i ask. You tknk bilang.

Camne i nk tolong..

K last news!

My brother got caught smoking XD

Ni namer tk professional.

He so gundu. Go put a pic of him smoking at his blog.

Then just now he wanna put up a post got his pic smoking.

Then my dad said,da pandai eh isap rokok.

Then i said "BUSTED"

Hahaha.

I seriously felt like laughing just now.

But sabar je.

Check the pic out.

http://thtboywhosuckatlove.blogspot.com/

You SHALL LAUGH.

This is what we internet nerds call.

EPIC FAIL

Kk till here.

Shall blog again once im back in my country :D

#106

2010-02-11T05:43:00.001-08:00

Better than Lady GaGa :)
Hahah,im just saying.

#105

2010-02-06T21:16:00.000-08:00

This is very interesting..
You guys should check it out.

#104

2010-02-06T20:51:00.002-08:00

So finally changed blogskin after a while.
This skin was pretty easy to find just that it had PINK written all over it.
Had to edit it carefully,not messing up anything else.
I dare say its quite alright now,just that my shoutmix and mixpod isint the right colour.

Anyways,yesterday blows.
I wanted to go study but my Dad wanted me to to this wedding.
Bore!
Still.. There were some girls there.
Nothing compared to the one in my mind right now.
But still...
Ah heck care,later she read i get earfull. -.-"(who gives :P)

Im bored right now,doing past year papers over and over again gets boring after a while.
But hopefully its worth it.
I dont wanna get debarred. (I mean,who would want to?)

K then,till here,its a hot day,i wanna go out fer some wind.

#104

2010-02-06T20:51:00.001-08:00

#103

2010-01-29T08:39:00.000-08:00

So its a damn tiring day for me,went to east coast and back.
Built sandcastles :D
But trust me,it doesnt sound as fun as you might think

Fer one thing,there was a lot of planning involved.
Secondly,the weather can be a bitch sometimes.
Lastly,it just blows when you work so hard on it and nothing awesome ever happens =/

Yeahhh...thats what happened to my class's sandcastle.
I mean sure,planning was awesome and all yet,we couldnt finish it.
Im sure it had something to do with the timing,i mean,2 hours?
To complete a sandcastle the size of a classroom?

You gotta be kidding me dude!
Oh well,heck care ah
At least the day was done,and and i think i got blacker -.-"

Nevertheless,cant be worse than some of us,half black half brown
Thats right Didi,im talking about you XD

And syg,i promise i wouldnt do anything that would bother you that much.
K guys,gtg now
Im yawning my ass off
Nights.

Nightmare Or Sign?

2010-01-19T18:28:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,so yesterday i had this dream,which was really weird.
I dont know what it means so maybe you could tell me.

So it started off when i came back from school.
I mesged her then i asked,"So are we on for tonight?"
She replied,"Of course."
So i got ready as soon as possible.
It was a double date,it was on the 14th of feb,we went out as couples.
And another weird thing was the other couple i went out with was Faiz and Alifa.
This never happened before =/
Anyways,we went to Bugis to catch a movie.
Then while we were buying tickets I spotted my ex-gf,and chatted with her.

I just wanted to know how she had been and my current girl thought i was flirting with her.
I really didnt want to handle it right at that time so i thought,if there was a problem we could just talk it out.
Anyways,after that,i was sitting in the theater,another STUPID thing was she sat way on the other end.
You know in the cinema,theres like 4 seats on the very left or very right of the theater.
And this was how we sat,
ME,FAIZ,ALIFA and then her.

I dont know,somehow then and there i got very fed-up and just went home.
She didnt even bother to contact me at all.
When i got home i took a bath.
Enjoying the steam in the toilet and then...

I woke up.
Kinda lost.
I went through today,sullen and gloomy.
So you guys tell me,is this just a nightmare or a sign of things to come?

#101

2010-01-14T09:07:00.000-08:00

Well,its been a long and tiring week.
Loads of things has happened,and i barely blog about it =P
Been busy and lazy to do much about it.

Well to start things off,i finally finished my project.
That weird looking lamphouse :)
But its okay,we did still win something.

Secondly,
EXAMS!! In less than 2 months.
Cant believe its that fast.
And its not even 1 month past the holidays yet...
God,and people said ITE relaxing...
Your head ah.

And guess what,I'm kinda happy your finally doing something with your life,
instead of last time,moping around.
Whats past is past ler.

Hmm,nowadays so busy,cant even find time go out and even lepak.
Sakit otak ah.. But nevermind,after exams got 1 month :D
While you younger generation have like 1 week of march hols.

Sometimes,i just get confused.
I dont understand you.
What exactly do you think me of?
A friend? A best friend? Or just a distant friend? Or what?
The more i think,the more confused i get.
I sound like an idiot -.-"
I feel like im losing you.
Hopefully not,ive stayed away from other girls because of you.
Dont make me regret it.
Tkpela,nanti u bace,mengamok lak.Jgn layan la.Ni tgh bbl merepek.

Oh well,its currently,erm,1.30 in the morning right now.
If i had known we werent gonna say anything tonight,i would have gone to sleep earlier,now im gonna waste my off day tml.
Shiittt.
And finally gonna cut hair :D
After like dono how many months already.
Hopefully its not too stupid looking.
Haha!

Anyways,im gonna take my well earned rest now.
Nights all.

#100

2009-12-29T20:27:00.001-08:00

Im lost.
Help me?
Please?

Dont be scared,all this time im there for you.
Just say it,and hopefully it will all work out for us.

#99

2009-12-12T22:44:00.000-08:00

Awww,no worries Hitler,im sure you'll fine a better mp3 with camera.
Like the new Apple Iphone 3Gs :D
Its wayyyyy better than that touch.

Toodles~

#98

2009-12-01T02:10:00.000-08:00

Found this while just reading up on status updates on Facebook.
In my opinion very true.
Do watch and tell me your opinions :D

Toodles~

The Past Few Weeks

2009-11-24T06:58:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,sorry fer the absence but just been busy with school work.
My next phase test will be coming on 30th Nov,which is just next week...
Then followed by another phase test on 2nd Dec.

Oh,btw,heres some of the pictures from the Sentosa Outing i had on 12/11 :D
So sorry for the lateness but i got lazy halfway. Heheh.

The rest can be found on my facebook :D
If you even want to look at it at all. -.-
Nonetheless,just post it up fer memories.

Anyway,had a tiring day today.
In the morning had this little Amazing Race that my friends organised fer a little mini project.
And damn was it tiring.
Still,i had some fun..
Sweat alot though.
Had to run up 4 storeys cause...
The rival team had also ran up.
Hah! but still,good friendly competition never hurt.

After that we went to this factory,and had a tour.
I wouldnt mind attaching there fer 3-4 months.
Pay might be a little disagreeable.
$25 per day,office hours...
Better than schooling anyhow. :)

Oookay,now fer the next part.
Fer you A,just to make things clear,Ive never had any feelings for you,so dont give me that bull&@#% about why im ignoring you and all that.
Just leave me alone for the time being,ive had it with your attitude.

Fer you B,we had some fun times fer these few months,but my feeling will never waver fer this girl ive known.You might have jumped to the wrong conclusion due to the closeness we've had.I'm sincerely sorry for all that.
One more thing,all those gifts? I'm putting them aside for now.

Annd fer you C,its been very long,every now and then these feelings just rise and it keeps tempting me to just let it flow and tell you everything,but everytime i have an opening i just falter.
I suppose... You could say i have a little fear of commitment.
If you cant take it,thats fine.
I'd understand...
Now,you see,i myself cant understand.
If one has a chance,one would take it right?
Everytime i use that chance,you would just say something and there it goes,wasted once more.
If you dont like it,just say it.
Dont make me wonder anymore.
Please...

(Ps. ABC are just symbols,they dont represent the beginning of the names. Eg.Audrey,Betty,Christie etc.)

And i shall stop here for now,its been a long day and i need my rest.
Toodles~

8/11/09

2009-11-09T02:30:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,sorry the long absence,just didnt know what to blog about.
Anyway,we celebrated Hana's and Mirah's last day.
Sad sad stuff,but we must move on.
It started out normal,then i dropped a hint,i asked if she brought any spare clothes.
She just gave me that "Dont Do It" look.
I just laughed and walked away.

However that night,i asked my 2 friends to come along into the freezer and grab some eggs. *wink wink*
Then i invited another guy to grab Hana and Mirah and drag them outside :D
While on the way there,well me and friends smash smash some 10 or so eggs on them.
FUUUYOOO beb,the smell... DAMN POWER
Haha!

Then we played with the water hoses and sprayed them wet like crazy and we played a little catching. Wet ones chasing those dry ones ;)

Heres some pictures of the aftermath.

Irsyad muker tk perlu seh.

Haha,my favourite filipino XD

The Gang

Well,it was a tiring day,running here and there,catching those who wanted to run...
And my eyes hurt...
Hana went and threw Thai Chilli Sauce on them... On the way back home my friends keep saying my eyes damn red. And when i reached home,serious shit red.
Like kena poke liddat. WTH
K then till here,shall update whenever there is something to be updated :D

2009-10-22T02:49:00.000-07:00

OMG!!
I didnt know that sfogs was back :D

Cool shit indeed,it even posts the crap about the 'Nenek Keropok'
Stylo milo ;D

You guys shud check it out.

My first school week.

2009-10-16T20:38:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,now people have been pestering me to update so here i am.
Lets talk about my week:

Monday
First day of school :D
Then we just went and thought we finished around 4 as usual
Haha,in the end we got the new time table and finished around 1.
Super fun sia.
Learnt something new.
After that i received a mesg from my capitan.
Something about going out watch a movie and all that.
Having a lot of time i just went.

So we went to bugis.
That night was damn fun,cept maybe fer the movie.
We watched Phobia 2;

You guys should watch it,its pretty damn scary,it had my friends hiding thier faces.
Girls btw,not guys ;D
After the movie,my capitan wanted to go shopping so me and my friends just followed,
became pretty tired after alot of walking around.
Had dinner at swensens,
I had the Fish & Chips,always my favourite,and tried a new ice cream my friend recommended.
Banana Crumble.
I recommend it too :D
Anyways,we went home after that.

Tuesday
On tuesday me and my school friends went to ite balestier and did nothing.
Hahaha.
No point i know but my teacher forced us.
I terribly hated that day.
There i was getting ready in the morning,ready to go school at 7.30 or so.
My hair done and wore socks and all already,then i received a mesg.
"There is no class today,im on mc"
I was like "Wah,siaaal la!"

I slumped at my chair,rubbing my forehead,have to take out my clothes again.
Then i got ready to go school in the afternoon so halfway to dover when my teacher mesg again
"Sorry guys,for those in the MHA project,you need to be at balestier by 2 and meet Cikgu Aziz"
I said to my friend "Siak ah,lepas satu satu."
Then when we made it there already,it seems there was nothing to do.

So at around 5, we just went home,da malas nk ke mane2.

Wednesday & Thursday
DID nothing much cept study.

Friday
Woke up late,its my official no school day of the week
But still had work,so around 12 i went fer friday prayers as usual and then went to work after that.
Seems that joefrey did not come,
i was damn relieved,the world was a better place.
Still im resigning at the end of the month,seems about 5 of us are resigning.
So thats something eh?

Saturday
And here we are on a saturday afternoon,
the winds breezing and im sitting here typing my fingers away.
But sooner or later ill have to get into work,wish it was like yesterday,ytd was damn relax.
Loved it.

Well till here,see you around peeps.

Stuff Today

2009-10-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,its been a while since i posted stuff..
Finally,the day has come fer my MHA project to finally come to fruition :D
The day went by slowly,i chatted with this girl in my group..
Some of you know her,lets call her H fer now.

Anyways,me and H talk talk talk all the way,heck care about the work cause we were in the afternoon shift.
She was quite charming in the way she talked,you could say cute as well.

So i planned to ask fer her number at the end of the day,the way she acted and all made me believe she was single.
But you know what they say,Never Judge A Book By Its Cover.
So i wrote it on a piece of paper,i was just playing around and my friend went and showed it to H.
I was like what the hell...

Nevermind that,i told H, "Dont entertain her,crazy woman"
H just laughed then my friend asked H if she was attached or single.
When i heard she was attached i kept quiet.
I sort of felt numb.
After hearing that,i didnt feel like talking to her anymore.
It felt like a lost cause,i mean sure,i could make friends with her,but what for?
Knowing myself,i'd probably feel guilty talking to a attached person,having other thoughts.

So all the way home i just kept quiet thinking about this and ive finally came to the conclusion.

"Laut banyak ikan"
Means = The ocean alot of fishes.
If you get my meaning... :)

Anyways,i found out later from my friend that H and her boyfriend arent that close anymore.
But still,shes someone elses and its just not right...
Argh,girls,always the cause of someones stress =/

Anyway,till here.
Catch you guys later.

Hari Raya Celebrations

2009-09-20T08:30:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,finally its the end of the day,parties over.
LOL

After the prayers in the morning,reached home around 9 or so.
Damn sleepy uhh.
Hahah,cos Fri to Sat didnt sleep
Sat to Sun sleep from 3-7.
So about 4 hours sleep when i need 16.

Great... Just great.
Hahah,anyways,guests started streaming in around 12 or so.
I ate alottt,worth it.
The lontong damn damn damn power :D

Then I lepak with my cousins all,
played some Taiti,Steal and Raise.
Mind you,these are card games in case you were wondering :D

We had loads of fun,some of these cousins,meet like once a year so its alright :D
After a while had craving so went down fer a little one to one with Mr.Sampoerna.
Long time never see him already.

Then i had a little nap,woke up around 7 and found out that my dad's friend was on the way so got dressed again.
Haiyo,didnt even get to munch on some kuih when they knocked on my door.

And and btw,got some pics to share,
Didi,this one fer you. XD

In the words of my aunt "Muker retarded" :D

Ok guys,thats whats i deemed nice fer this blog,
Hahah,do go to my facebook for more idiotic pics.
Raya pics also uploaded there and here.
Facebook has a faster uploader compared to this.

Tc peeps.
See you soon :D

Ps.Raya pics uploaded to fb and blogger as soon as ive compiled it from cousins etc etc.

2009-09-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

OMFG,
My ice cream finish already!

How? 7-11 so fucking far away!!
The shop near my house close alr!!

MY ICE CREAM!!!

K lame,
Hahaha,But seriously my ice cream finish. Irritated sia.
Hungry at night nothing to much on already :(

Super Duper Day, LOL

2009-09-10T03:33:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps
Hahah,sorry about the previous post,was effing bored.
Anyway,Ive finally mesged her :D
Even though i had her number like ages ago.

Hahahah,oh well.
Had fun mesging her. Talk about stuff unrelated to our studies.
But sometimes she replies slow,but still,quite fun.

Anyway,before that i went to Novena to actually get to ITE Balestier cause had this jpd project which actually i had to do by today.
But somehow,my teacher suddenly decided that 3 students was enough then asked me to go home.
I go all the way there from Dover then she say dont need.
Meanie.
Now wait fer her reply also slow
And i just realised shes from myanmar the previous years.

No harm also,singapore is a multi racial community. Heheh.
Man,im bored as of now.
So i mesg her again.
Hahaha!
Waiting fer her to reply now.
Heheh.
Toodles guys. Shall update as soon as possible.

BORED

2009-09-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,

Help me!

Im Effing bored!!

Toodles :D

Fun Fun Fun!!

2009-08-31T19:57:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,its been a while since i last updated.
Many things has happened i tell you.
Tests done.
Sleeping and snoring my time away
Stuff like that. :D

Anyways,remember the girl i dreamt about?
I think forget about her better la.
Because,i think its not worth my time -.-
And if she reads this,then good.

Hmm...
Besides,like i got nothing better to do.
Rather than wasting time chasing the uncatchable might as well i focus on other things.
Like work,been going to work a lot these days...
Clocked around 70+ hours.
Phew,thats alot...
And my pay reached around $350 or so...
Not so bad,and i can finally get that gift for her!!
Hahaha.

But how to give her eh...
If I wanted to meet,she might say no...
Wah! Stress -_-

Nevermind,if she dont want,got other people to give to,who i meet every other day.
Hahaha.
Work yesterday was super duper FUN
Hahaha.
Teachers from A.C.S came to my place to have thier dinner.
They were cosplay-ing as well.
Wearing kimono's and the like.
I swear the ones wearing kimono damn cute!!
And there were the guys costume,wearing samurai like costumes and ninja's and another dressed up as a sumo.
Haha,seriously damn funny.
My captain got scared of the ninja lol.
She said the ninja can only see the eyes then the eyes very fierce.
Hahaha.

It was around 8.30 when the samurai started "fighting".
Lol
Intense battle man...
Hahaha.

And another funny thing happened yesterday.
There was a group of girls who ate there.
They asked me and my friends number.
Hahaa,i swear they have no shame.
My friend was unlucky,his girlfriend also works there.
And when she saw that,she became damn angry,refusing to talk to him all the way home
Hahah,good luck man.

K then.
Till here.
Tired uh want to type any more.
I very sleepy also
Hahah

Penat!

2009-08-08T12:14:00.001-07:00

Hey peeps,
Just came back from work :D
Today was Arvie's final day and Qarlis' Birthday.
So me and my friends decided to sabo them a little
Heheh.

First we took a basin full of water and poured it on Arvie.
Trust me,he was pissed.
Then while he was fuming,another friend of mine,took the remaining laksa and threw it over his head.
I swear,no one else was laughing harder than me.
Arvie then chased my friend around the park,screaming "Putang Ina Mo!!"
Which translate to MotherFucker in tagalog.

Then Arvie took this hose and hosed down the rest of the staff.
We ran like heck!
But i still got hit,the hose super long and Arvie ran super damn fast. -.-
Qarlis got the most,thats for being the birthday boy
Haha.
Anyway,he then grabbed one of the other girl staff then we hosed her.
Haha,she was screaming profanities everywhere.

Qarlis wasnt so lucky,he got hit by dishwashing liquid :D
He told me he feels that if he were to check his head tommorow,itd be shining.
LOL

After that,we went off one by one,planned to get home early but decided to have some of the birthday cake that Hana(My senior) bought so we lepak at the playground near West Coast Mall.
Talk talk talk until 2.30 or so.
Cam-whored as well. LOL
Nothing better to do mah.
Shall update pics asap.

Still,like i said,life cant be better.
And and and,gaji da masuk!
Haha,its about $150 or so.
Just checked just now,still not too bad considering so far ive been working only on sat and sun.
And i still got to pay the deposit of $50 fer my uniform.
And minus the damn bloody CPF.
Bikin gua panas je.
Cheh tkde la,bersyukur je dpt duit.

Anyway,went back home by cab.
Lucky Hana pass me some money first,if not dont think can pay.
Shall pay you back the next time i see you :D

Now,im at home,using my dad's pc.
BECAUSE,my bro slept and locked the door.
Little Ingrate -.-
How am i supposed to take my clothes?
My specs? My towel?
And the most important thing!
How to sleep without my beloved bed?!

Aiyoh,terpakse take towel from the laundry,still a little damp but what to do...
Then sleep also must take shorts from laundry.
Now,gotta think want sleep where.
Sofa or that tiny little mattress which i slept on as a baby?
Ni baru bikin gua panas beb.

Tommorow hes dead.
Ok,maybe not dead but he's going to suffer. *Evil Grin*
Now,gotta go put my bag nicely somewhere.
Under a table or what.

Tc peeps.
Till next time.

New month,new goals

2009-08-05T18:42:00.001-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Tagline:Where would we be now baby? If we found each other first?

Hey peeps,its been almost a whole month since i last updated.
So far life's been good.
Great friends,great school,great job :D.
Even though i have work every week,it has not been stopping me from going to school or anything.
Work has also granted me new friends and experiences as well.

Although,there was this time at work when a customer complained about not having enough Clips.
(The clips were used to order food,since my place was a buffet more clips = more food :P)

I was "this" close to swearing at him,but i managed to calm my self down only because my manager was behind me.Heheh.

Either way,my manager managed to solve the problem.
You'knw,its not always true what they say,"The Customer Is Always Right"
Some customers can be such a pain in the &*# !
Lol.

Last week,we went swimming too :D
It was on a wednesday.
Damn tiring.
Haha,but superbly fun!
When we got to sch i was positively faint.
Sheesh,and i had tae kwon do after sch.
But managed to get through that.
Heh.

Plus,i had this really weird dream yesterday,
i dreamt about this girl i know.
This was the 2nd time already.
Each time i dream about her,my heart aches,i have no idea why.
And yesterday,i saw her and her friend talking to her.
They seemed to be having the time of their lives.
I have no idea why but i felt a little sad when i saw that charming little scene.
And now everyday i see her,everyday i feel somethings missing.

One last thing,the feeling we had a few months back.
I think its fading.

Now i have to get ready fer school.
And get ready fer another day where ill be seeing my friends and enjoy. :D
What could be better right?

Sick

2009-07-16T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,its been a while since i last blogged.
Sorry but sometimes i just forgot about it.
Anyways,been busy juggling work and school every week.
And now,im sick -.-

Started out with coughing yesterday but today my whole body felt weak and limp.
I have no idea why I'm sick but maybe its because ive been in contact with like 7 or 8 of my friends who are already quite sick.
Luckily for me my temp is quite low,around 36.6 deg.

Still,the coughing alone is f***ing irritating already.
Maybe i'll be sleeping early today.
Cant take it anymore.

And one last thing,
I miss talking to you :D

It has nothing to do with you.

2009-07-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
ikizuku hai no naka no honoo, hitotsu, futatsu to ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Surfaces numerous of your faces
daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume

A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
umare ochita kagayaku omae, ikuoku no toshitsuki ga
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
ikutsu inori wo tsuchi e kaesshitemo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

So the little infant fell into a deep sleep.
Soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuita
Among the grey ashes in the flames shining...First one,then two ...
ikizuku hai no naka no honoo, hitotsu, futatsu to ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
Surfaces numerous of your faces
daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume, yume

A thousand dreams trickle back to the earth
Gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling , the shining you was born
umare ochita kagayaku omae, ikuoku no toshitsuki ga
Across millions of years,the prayers have already returned back to the earth
ikutsu inori wo tsuchi e kaesshitemo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

I will still continue to pray
Watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
Please bestow upon this child your love
douka konoko ni ai wo
Upon our joined hands, leave a gentle kiss
tsunaida te ni kisu wo

Start post.

First things first.
I didnt know you still read my blog =/
Maner la tau you da tk kesah lagi kan.

And,i was not angry at you.
There was no need to apologize.
And why should i find another?
Is that what you really want me to do?

Isint it better if you just tell me whats going on?
Instead of keeping me in the dark.
Here,

Love

It takes two heart to love, it takes two people to make it work. Why love when you're not ready to give up everything and make sacrifices? Why love when you know you're not being faithful? Why love when you know you're not going to end up with your partner? Why love when you dont know how to love? Why love when you don't understand love? Love needs trust, love needs love. Strong love, solid love. Look around, you'll see old couples holding hands, smiling and joking around. Yes, old couples. They survived, they made it through together. They have went through the hardest obstacles together and they are still going strong. Because why? Their love was strong, their love was solid, they made sacrifices, they believed each other, they respected each other, they trusted each other. Old ladies/men pushing their partners on wheelchairs. Why didn't they just leave them? Cos their love was strong, they can't be torn apart. For them their partners are still special and will always be. Nobody is perfect. Good looks won't determine a beautiful heart. See the heart. Not looks. And yes, be faithful. Why have more than one partner? Better off don't love. Love can't be divided. You can only love one person and only one.

I do love you.

But maybe,
maybe im just an idiot.
If you were wondering why i never made a move.
Well,its because I'm nervous.
And i didnt want to distract you during your O Levels.

Just have a chat,call me even,to talk about this.
Then we can decide what we really want.
If the decision is me having someone else.
Well,ill think about that later.

2009-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

So far,i keep thinking maybe i still had a chance.
Maybe i'm too late.
Maybe its not because im too late,maybe its because its me.
Im not good enough for you maybe?
You do have that other person.

Still....
It's fine.
My heart can live with that huge scar in the middle =)

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one.

-NiL-

2009-06-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

This light is one to hold your own weight
This light is unto those who haven't looked
Tied by the ghost into the current resolution

Wrong again but stronger now
We can face this.
Fight life with life

All glory to the one in existence.
Bring upon your name, your grace, your every thing

Hold hands and stare into the circle
What are we looking at?

Rumors and rumors and rumors
Rumors and rumors and rumors
Wash out the lie to save depression
Rumors and rumors and rumors

Perished
Tombstones are mirrors and
the graves were infinite
Take a look through the lens at the lies
At the partitioning

Wrong again but stronger now
We can face this
Fight life with life

[Breakdown]

Fight life with life
Enemies will come for your throat

Hey guys and gals,
sorry sorry fer the long long abscence,havent been exactly free...

Haha,im just kidding,actually im very free its just that i got a little lazy to update.
Anyways,so far sch has been great.
Having Tae Kwon Do every now and then helps keep the stress away.
And hopefully,on this saturday ill be getting a job.
I wouldnt have to worry too much about money anymore.

The only problem would be juggling the time between sch and work.
But im sure ill be able to.
Anyways,was visiting my grandmom the other day at the hospital,then something funny happened to me.

I was sitting at the chairs just minding my own business,when suddenly this doctor came and asked if anyone knew a Chandra,which was obviously an indian name and there was a woman sitting in front of me who was indian but she was so busy talking on the phone she didnt hear the doctor.

The doctor kept on asking and looked at her and she thought the doctor was looking at me and she turned back -_-.
I mean come on,you were the only indian there,chandra is not a malay name.
I was laughing to myself at that time.

And finally for L,
I'm sorry if you feel that im ignoring you.
I'm not.
Im just busy here and there and each time i wanna talk to you i think twice in case i might not find enough time to have a whole convo.
I cant say it enough,
I'm sorry.

And now that....
Nevermind.

Till here i suppose.
Signing off,
An.

2009-06-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

What would it take for things to be quiet?
Quiet, like the snow.
And I know this isn't much but,
I know I could I could be better.

I don't think I deserve it;
Selflessness.
Find your way into my heart.
All stars could be brighter.
All hearts could be warmer.

What would it take for things to be quiet?
Quiet, like the snow.
Are we meant to be empty handed?
I know I could I could be better.

I don't think I deserve it;
Selflessness.
Find your way into my arms.
All stars could be brighter.
All hearts could be warmer.

What would it take for things to be quiet?
(Seriously,i dont think i deserve it,at all)

Hey guys,sorry fer the long absence.
Anyways,been busy.
Especially since my cousin just got married a few days back.
Ive been helping out exclusively since his family is quite close with mine.

Its been a tiring week.
Especially with FPC test coming up.
Its tomorrow and ive studied like 5% -_-
But still,it uses common sense.
Hopefully ill be full of that tomorrow afternoon.

Today was boring to say the least.
Had a lesson of english in the morning then followed by 1 hour maths,a talk then maths again.
The only things heavier than my eyelids were huge stone blocks XD.
K lame.

Now im waiting fer my estk album =)
Too bad Ffa,you couldnt get it first,
tkpe la,nanti i share k?

Hahah.

Love this song,seriously
I only found out about this song through my cousin.
Realli opened me up to new bands.
Wow,blogging really makes your hands tired.
Hahah,till here i suppose.
Eh wait,
I wanna say something to "Boy Phoenix"
FUCK YOU!
I tell you what happen,i placed my hand at the door kinda like resting on it,then he go kick,then when i looked at him,he said sorry then walk off.
How sincere is that?
Nehmind nehmind,your day will come :]

And lastly to you.
Are you trying to get me to show some emotion or something?
I get a little ticked off when you talk about other guys you know.
Sure you could talk about having a chat with some guy but calling him super hot doesnt help much :]
Phm2 je la eh. ^^

Till here,
signing off
Farhan~

The day before today.

2009-05-30T17:45:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.
Sorry sorry da lamer tk post :)

Anyways,yesterday went out with my step mom and her family.
Went to celebrate my younger brothers,early birthday.
We went to a little restaurant near chong pang...
Ate a lot i tell you XD

After that,we went to watch Terminator Salvation.
Awesome show.
Easy to understand as well.
Theres also a nice twist and surprise in the story :)

Anyways,gtg now.
Shall update as soon as possible.
Signing off
An.

Fun times

2009-05-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

I enjoy these times we're having,chatting like nothing's up in the world,
when in real,you have your O's and i got my own exams...

Hopefully after your O's,we could go out some time ;)

But for now,
Ill be the one waiting instead.
An.

I guess i'm done.

2009-05-19T07:36:00.001-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Why do you bother,when our love is a lie?
Why do you bother,when our love is a fairytale?
Why do you bother,when our love is a nightmare?
Why do you bother,when our love is a dream?
Why do you bother,when will you be for real?when?
Shall not wait and I will move on.
P.s Got this from a friends blog.It fits my mood.

I'm tired for waiting for something that might or might not happen.
Im sick and tired of waiting.
I thought you changed,but it turns out that you remained the same.
Your words weren't sincere.
You took everything as a joke.

I tried to be there fer you each time.
But everytime i ask you about your problems,you dont seem to want to tell....
Then whats the point of me being here fer you?
You tell me what you expect me to be...

But fer now....
I think its best if i move on.
These memories will just become Dead Memories...

Iffah.

2009-05-16T21:11:00.000-07:00

Trying your best to forget me?
I thought it was over a long time ago.
But its ok,
And its not the first time i was really into someone...
The first one i was realli interested in was you.

And yes i'll do anything for her.
Just like i would have for you.

If maybe a few months back you told me about this,something else might have happened.
But its best if we forgot about it...

And you,I'm sorry for everything that i have ever done to you.
Hopefully you would forgive me.

Guess i dragged it too long.

2009-05-16T03:27:00.001-07:00

I guess those words were only just words after all.
And here,i thought you realli did love me.

But its ok.

Just because i love you doesnt mean i have to be by your side.
You can just be with anyone you like.
I dont mind or even care anymore =)

Cinta ini membunuhku
An.

Im stumped

2009-05-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

I dont know what i want to do anymore.
Its either
A)Forget about all this and move on.
OR
B)Pretend like nothing happened and act dumb.

I dont know if you were sincere or not.
Those words might just be words.

Just so you know,i havent added you in msn because i just didnt feel like it.

I guess its over.

2009-05-15T05:38:00.001-07:00

MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

I guess its over.
I wish it wasnt but theres nothing more i can do about it.
I wish there was more but you dont seem sincere about everything ive been doing for you.
That time i was with you,i wish you had talked more but you seemed shy and i didnt pressure you.
Somehow my heart keeps feeling heavy the whole moment im typing this out.

I had always hoped that one day we might be together.
Celebrating life as god intended.
But hey,life isint always fair and maybe we werent meant to be together.

To tell you the truth ive been thinking about this over and over again,mulling over things that might seem small to you.

Sure,you insult me every now and then but ive been patient this whole time.
But just to let you know,it felt like you were stabbing a knife through my heart each time.
I always expected you to be the one who i can click with,with guys i can joke around and all that and i always have other gal friends to joke around with.
But with you,i expected you to understand me more,i poured out more of my life to you.
They dont know about the thing that has been missing from my life the past 9 years.

I tau yang i membesarkan perkara yang kecil but i mean what was the point of me confessing?
My feelings that were for you? They were never returned.
Even though i confessed,you still treated me like i was nothing.
I mean sure,you did say you had a crush on me.
I was ready for my crush to grow into something more but were you?
If you arent ready,at least tell me instead of making me wait like some ass.
Oh look,your favourite word...
I faked my laughs each time you insulted me =)

You know what,i think it'd be best if we just remained friends.
The longer i keep doing this,the more my heart gets heavy and the tears might just burst at any time.

So hopefully you read this and hopefully by the time you finish,
ill already be out of your way.

Goodbye,
An

My eyes are moist,
my voice hoarse.
From crying all night,
by trying with all my might.
-Hey,my first try at a poem =)

Coming back from a dream.

2009-05-10T16:20:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,sorry fer the long abscence.
Schooling as usual,not as free as before.
Anyways,i went back to my old kampung during the weekend to visit my grandmother whos living there.Shes about 90 now and she wasnt feeling too well.

They warded her in a hostpital but she insisted that they bring her back home so she now lies down on a bed all the time.
Once she awoke from a dream and told us that she was in a boat,sailing far far away and when she came back she awoke and was quite hungry.
My dad told me that this was a sign that she might pass away soon...
Nevertheless i cant spend my time thinking about it all the time.

Till here,
will update as soon as i know more.

Signing Off
An.
Ps.You,i masih syg you =).

2009-04-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

Alo2 guys,sorry for the inactiveness but i havent been exactly free these past few days,
Well two interesting things happened to me today =)

First,i swallowed a bone and it got stuck in my throat

Second,went to the hospital to get it removed.

The size was around half a index finger,wonder how i missed it when i ate in the morning. -.-

But nvm,took it out already,its over
Hahaha
Btw,thanks L for keeping me occupied while i was waiting in that stupid waiting room for hours.

Now,wanna get my throat recovering
Hahaha,

Signing Off,
An Hamster XD

2009-04-26T06:00:00.001-07:00

Hey guys,
sorry long time never post
sch and all that =)
Anyways,found this on iffah's blog and id like to spread it around.

You say Jonas Brothers - I say Hawthorne Heights
You say Taylor Swift - I say Three Days Grace
You say Katy Perry - I say Guns n Roses
You say Miley Cyrus - I say Aerosmith
You say Chris Brown - I say Evanescence
You say pop - I say ROCK !
92% the kids have turned to pop. If you're one of the 8% who like to headbang & disturb the peace, copy & paste it anywhere.

P.s I'm loving ITE life XD

MIA-ing? Lol

2009-04-21T08:53:00.001-07:00

I think I might be MIAing for awhile.

3 Girls?

2009-04-17T21:58:00.000-07:00

3 Girls,
You should watch yourself but hey who am i to tell you what to do.
Just a little piece of advice,
Dont let number 1 find out =D

Imagine if Girl 3 knew Girl 2 and Girl 2 knew Girl 1,
satu mulut terbukak mampus kau.

Good luck handling them,
Signing Off
A'an

2009-04-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

Naive - The Kooks

Hey guys,long time no post i know,but was tired since first day of orientation.
Hahaha,2nd day is over and so far made some good friends already.
Today was interesting,
School started at 9 and we did some online stuff till about 10.30 and we had nothing to do already so we asked our teacher if we could go for break.

She said we could so we asked:

Us : "Cher,what time must be back?"

Teacher : "Erm,what time you want to come back?"

Us : "1 o'clock can?"

Teacher : "Can,meet you guys at the classroom then."

Siol uh,we had a break from 10.30 till 1,we even got time to go to queensway and look at the shops.
Managed to get back in time too =D
So we went to the cca thingy in the hall and looked around,there were interesting cca's like Outdoor Adventuring Club which looked like fun but didi didnt want to join because he scared of heights,Like what the hell dude!.

So we got so many choice until we had to play scissors paper stone to see which we would join,LOL.
Lame but what the hell,we had to do something new.
We joined Tae Kwon Do,seems fun =D.
Training starts tomorrow at 5.
So be seeing you readers around.

Signing Off
A'an

Watch "Coming Soon"

2009-04-11T10:16:00.001-07:00

Wish We Were Older - Metro Station

Ahhh,Just finished watching "Coming Soon",a thai horror movie.
This was even more scarier than "The Unborn",that compared to this was like nuggets =D

"Coming Soon" has a plot that many american directors fail to grasp thus thier horror movies can never compare to those made by asian directors.
Ahhh i dont think i want to step in another empty cinema ever again.
Especially alone,its like putting a billboard to attract "Ahemm"

Suddenly I'm overcome with fatigue,oh well...
Nights peeps,
Signing Off,
A'an.

Watch "Coming Soon"

2009-04-11T10:16:00.000-07:00

Boring day.

2009-04-08T08:42:00.002-07:00

Hey peeps,long time never update but ive just been quite lazy =D

Today i went out for a while just to get back my pants from the tailor.
I didnt expect it to be so tapered O.o
But takpe,budak2 ITE semue gini.
Ooh... Not sure what to bring for this Monday,start of the school term.
Orientation is going to be a bore.

But hey,whats life without some boredom =D.
Can you believe first day is going to be from 8.30am till 4pm?
2nd day as well...
Oh well...

Will post again once i got something to post about.
Signing Off,
Farhan~

Do I Make You Proud - Taylor Hicks

Boring day.

2009-04-08T08:42:00.001-07:00

Just for kicks

2009-04-02T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,today i did nothing much except maybe complete a game ive been meaning to complete for about a year =\.

And just for kicks,i changed my blogskin =D
Man im bored right now.

Anyways heres a song to get you through today and the next day.
A song by a rising band,Metro Station.

Kelsey - Metro Station

So take one word you said
You put it in your bed
You rest your tiny head on your pillow
You wonder where you're going next
You got your head pushed to my chest
and now you're hoping that someone let's you in
Well I'll sure let you in
You know ill let you in
Oh Kelsey, you.

So don't let anyone scare you
You know that I'll protect you
Always,
now through the thick and thin
Until the end
You better watch it
You know you don't cross it because
I'm always here for you
and I'll be here for you
(I know x3) I know how it feels believe me
I've been there and
(I know x3) I know what it feels like
tell me Kelsey

And I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey
(i hear you darlin')

Now it's gonna get harder
and it's gonna burn brighter
and it's gonna feel tougher each and every day
so let me say, that i love you
you're all I've ever wanted
all I've ever dreamed of to come
and yes you did come
i want you so bad (so bad)
can you feel it too? (it too)
you know I'm so, I'm so in love with you
i want you, so much
i need you, so much
i need your, i need your, your touch

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey

and I'll swim the ocean for you
the ocean for you
whoa, oh Kelsey

and you never ever let me in (let me in)
x4

Forget about it,you acted like nothing was wrong.
Was so close yet so far...

2009-04-01T20:19:00.000-07:00

PETER PAN - Mungkin Nanti - peter pan

Mungkin Nanti
by Peter Pan

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

Maybe after one day...

2009-03-31T08:38:00.000-07:00

Leaves In The Wind - Isaac Shepard

Hey guys,was doing a quiz on quizbox.com when i got this for an ans for a personality quiz i was doing.Read it and tell me if it does show who i am.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

And about that girl,i think i have no chance =\

Love Test

Here is the analysis:

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You don't expect or need to see your loved one very often, seeing them just once in a while is okay.
If you don't like something from your loved one, you expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

You know,this really shows me =).
Dont believe it? Try me.

And you,i thought we had a chance.

2009-03-30T09:45:00.000-07:00

Hey guys and gals =D
Long time no update,
so i shall update today.

So i woke up like damn early today.. Around 6am -_-. Like what the hell was i thinking?
but since cant sleep again sat up listening to peterpan songs the whole morning.
Around 8.30 i siap2 keluar go didi's house to get ready to go to the registration thingy at dover.

Went out around 12+ and reached buona vista around 1.30 so we started walking finding the ite.Turns out tht it was like damn far so first we walk left.Didi's way,but i said i dont think this is the right way so we turned around and headed to the other side.But after like 30 mins walking without any progress didi and me gave in and took a taxi =D.

Turns out tht it was in the direction of didi's way,
hahaha,my guy instincts failed =(.
But nvm,as long as we reached there.
Thus on to the registration,very little people there as it was already 2+ and it started at 1.
I suppose people came early...
The only bad thing was that S sizes for t shirts all ran out =O
so i had to buy some M shirt first and get another as soon as school reopens.

But enough about that,got home around 6
Had a light lunch and slept around 8,woke up at 9 and went online.
But right now i think im gonna watch unborn and get spooked ;D

So see ya later guys.
Signing off A'an
It was fun talking to you at night.Your smile,your love is the only reward i would want.

2009-03-27T19:33:00.000-07:00

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

This poem i made myself.
Only for you =)

2009-03-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

My love, my heart, my soul is my gift to you
Your smile, your love is the only reward I would want

Precious, like a gem made by angels to shine forever
Releasing the passion inside me that burns for you
Intertwining our destinies, so that we two soul mates
Now and forever, can live out our hopes and dreams
Creating our own bond of life, to overcome the challenges
Explore the mysteries, and to enjoy life as it should be
Sharing the peace and love, that everyone looks for
So in the end I want nothing, because I have everything I need

2009-03-26T04:18:00.000-07:00

Last night i dreamt of you.
You were fliting in and out of my dreams.
Once i was sitting at east coast looking at the sunset and you were beside me,
the next minute,you werent.
Another instance was when i was sleeping,i opened my eyes and found you sleeping peacefully beside me,i went back to sleep and when i woke up you were gone.
Hopefully ill be able to chat with you tonight.

2009-03-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,i know its been a while since i posted,but i've gotten into the habit of compiling the days together and post it at one go =D.
So here we go,

On Tuesday,
Went to play soccer with old school mates.It was pretty fun,and good exercise at the same time XD,
Used that time to catch up with old mates as well,one shocking thing was that Niegel started smoking again even though he quit for almost 8 months O.O
Wasted my man...
After that went to macs and had nothing XD
I scooped some from other ppl,
hehehhe
Went home and slept after that,
Penat Oi!

Sadly on Wednesday & Thursday
I sat at home a lot cause i was quite lazy to do anything,
besides,gotta get ready for bbq at east coast with Zul's friends

So on Friday,
went to didi's to talk about some stuff,
he planned to go to the bbq but there were certain problems.
See the plan was i ton at his area on friday so that on saturday it will be no problem getting everything ready for the bbq.
Thank god that the problem was solved that night,
it was a fun night as well,played 'burger' XD
Fun game for sleepy people with nothing better to do.
Slept at 5am at Zul's house cause didi's house not allowed.

On the following day,Saturday
The first thing that cut through the air was Zul's mom shouting "WAKE UP!!"
Ok i understand its already 10 but still....
2nd irritating thing was Zul's younger sis,Yana,bringing in didi's baby brother... -_-
I tell you uh,can die uh.
When i lying down at the bed,idzwan(The Brother) was like kicking people in the stomach and jumping here and there like a live alarm clock -_-
That afternoon we went to chong pang to get bait and all that for the bbq,
bought them in time or so we thought.
Zul's friend was supposed to pick us up at 5pm but in the end fetched at 9 -_-
Orang mengamok la..
Reached east coast around 10 or so,set up tent semue,greet the friends,then they all start pancing.
And no i dont fish,i just like to see people doing it =D
Then i followed Yazid to 7 - 11,if u guys have been to east coast you'll know how tiring it is to get there when your at Area E,Pit 54
Took us about 2 hours to get there and back.
Well nothing much happened that night except it looked like i was gonna rain but it didnt O.o.
P.s,im not too sure about the kid's name XD
And then on to Sunday,
I didnt sleep at all the whole night so that tends to lead to some problems =\
And it did,had a major headache....
I became sort of moody and cigs spoiled my appetite -_-,what a headache.
So i kept quiet most of the day and until now still got headache,i think lack of sleep O.o
Well thats about what i did until now,
hahhahaha,
Signing off and clearing my headache =D
A'an

2009-03-16T11:27:00.000-07:00

This Is Usually The Part Where People Scream (album) - Alesana

Hey guys,
long time no post XD

So to start off,Sunday,
went out with yazid,suhaidi,taqim,zul and karim.
We planned to play Left 4 Dead at a net cafe =D.
The 2 hours we played was awesome...
Great friends help each other out and there were times where one might get frustrated but 2 secs later,we are all laughing like hell.

After that we went to have dinner at a cafe nearby,
people trying to eat they keep on making joke,
takle tahan i tell you XD
I trying to drink also difficult -_-
Hahahah but nvm,jokes that were made there stays there.

Then on to Monday,
went to didi's house just to relax and laze around,did nothing much except watch some movies on HBO.
Karim also came over after school so it wasnt that boring =D
Left around 8 to meet karim's gf and didi as usual lembab,
hahaha sorie didi.

We met her at macs,had a little meal there,
after that we split up and went home =D
So thats my day,i hope you had one as fun as mine.

P.s,i heard ader orang kene sound.Ngan pakcik pulak tu... Wakakkakak. I'm bad i know =D.

Catch ya later,
A'an

2009-03-12T10:28:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps,
went to gym again today,but with Karim and Iskandar.
Whislt on the way to the gym,we got bored and thus the following ensued,

Last but not least a pic of the fine fine day.

So we travelled there and made good time but when we reached there Karim found remembered that his dad took his ic thus we never got in but its ok.

There are other days right guys? =D

So in the end we just walked back then decided to head on home,i passed a umbrella to them as it was raining a lot when we reached my house.

Well,too bad i didnt follow them after that,seems like fun but i was kinda sleepy,
i bathed and ate.Rested a little then drifted off to sleep =\
I slept from 8 to 11.30pm then i came online and here i am =)

Well gonna go off now,
Catch ya later,
A'an

2009-03-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

Helicopter - Bloc Party
Random Song =D

Hey peeps,
long time never post..
Hahah ok so to start off.

I woke up late today =|,then da bangun lambat tkpe... still must clean up my house.
So i slowly cleaned,took my time,took a lot of rests as well XD
Anyways,me and didi planned to go gym so i packed up and went.
We planned at 1 go gym,can you guess what time we went in the end??

6 P.m i tell you,this guy no sense of time
Hahaha,neh mind.
Now my arms aching abit but im sure it shall heal by tommorow in time for another session of gym.

Well... Now im gonna find something else to do besides blogging =)
Catch ya later,
A'an

2009-03-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

Jumper - Third Eye Blind

Hey peeps,
was watchin Yes Man the other day and i came across this song =D
I then spent about half a day trying to learn it,i reckon i got half the song rite ;D

So im going to be bored for the following week,anyone else who is bored as well do mesg me,
we can do boring things together XD

K la,wanna eat now
HUNGRY!!
Signing off
A'an

2009-03-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

Shake It - Metro Station

Shake shake shake shake uh shake it!!

Hey peeps,
today was boring.
The thing that spoilt my day was that it wasnt raining =(
Why when i didnt want it to rain it does,and when i dont want it to rain it does...
I guess thats what you call a harsh coincidence.

Haiyoo.... Penat you know today....
Woke up at 6,went jogging then came back at 7,bathe and ate... Then full of energy =D
I spent the rest of the day re-learning how to play guitar XD
I've lost all my skills,Hahah!
But im regaining albeit slowly...

I spent my night playing some game at kongregate.
There was this game called "Pandemic 2".
Its about spreading this virus followed by killing the worlds population.... Hahahah!
But i failed -_-,dont know why....
Nevermind,tommorow i try again....

Ahh,my fingers hurt from learning some new methods on how to play on the guitar... And my eyes are damn droopy all of a sudden,
sleepy already :D
Nites then peeps,
Signing Off
A'an

2009-03-06T06:42:00.000-08:00

Hey Peeps,
morning went pretty eventfully,
i woke up around 10 to hear the phone ringing and when i picked it up i learnt that my bro needs to be fetched from school as he was sick -_-.

Anyways being the sloth i was,i asked for the help of my cousin to help fetch him,she fits the role of the guardian better anyways as shes about 38 this year.

Then i slept again,woke up around 11 and chatted with some people,
made plans to watch a movie called 'Push'.

The movie was awesome,six dollars well spent friends.If you're planning to watch a movie this upcoming holiday,it would be a great choice =D
The plot is rich and full of surprises,and the superheroes.... "WOW"
Chris Evans acted damn well in this movie plus co-star dakota fanning.

Anyways,went to the library after that.Read some books on old comics and how they were created.Hahaha! Weird pastime i know.
Well at night i spent most of my time talking to this dude i know,
he seems to be very very very stressed over some girl stuff ,this is precisely why i am reluctant to get a gf XD.

Sigh,will post again once the dust has settled
Signing off,
A'an

P.s Dude,no worries,you shall get through this =D

2009-03-04T08:56:00.000-08:00

Flower show riots - THEGREATSPYEXPERIMENT

Hey peeps,
woke up at 10 today and went online,seeing noone fun to talk to on i went back to sleep XD.
Then woke up at 4,im such a sloth i know,then i looked out the window and it was raining.... again -_-
But still cooling while it lasted.
It was so tempting to fall asleep again but i thought to myself,what am i becoming??
So i woke up damn slowly and dragged my feet to the toilet...
Went jogging at 6 then ate after a nice long shower :D

Watched naruto till its latest episode,
DAMN IT,why they so slow create the episode!?!
Alah,tkpe... I can wait.

Ok im off to smoke and then sleep,
so ill say nights,
Signing Off
A'an

P.s Dude,i can keep a secret ;D

2009-03-03T17:02:00.000-08:00

Aiyohhh!!!
So damn tired already...
I'm such an anime freak ;D
i watched naruto till this time and it doesnt get old.

But im like so sleepy now... wanna blog ntg to say =D
Well... my day was pretty much average,i went to my cousins house to borrow some dvds to watch to kill some time.

Unbelivably i watched all three Spiderman's in a day... I dont know how my brain even took that all in.
I think i might be brain dead XD

Anyways i wanna sleep already,
nites peeps
signing off
A'an

2009-03-02T22:53:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,just coming on to post this
My cousin came over to ask me to help her transfer over some songs and she told me to watch a video at youtube.. The first time i watch this i was abit stunned to see her acting like that... I mean its not like its the end of the world or something.... -_-

Watch it and see for yourself
P.s keep in mind that the subtitles are fake and are there for humour,the bad thing is how she acts like a 5 year old child

2009-03-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

Well i came back from didi's house around 9.Tired already.
The day there was eventful XD
Watched tv alot and just chat2 with him,the funniest part was when i gave him this site
for fun.The thing is that it could only be played from 6pm to 6am.So didi waited till 7.30
to play that game.
Then he start... i stepped out casually to leave him with his fun XD.
Few minutes later he was screaming out loud,me and karim rushed in to see what it was,turns out he was at level 2 of the game and when you've played it you'll know what i mean ;D
Then he played till level 5 then give up -_-... Apalah kau didi.
When we wanted to leave,he wanted to bathe but got paranoid,hahahha!
so we wait long long long.
After a while we set out to get to yishun,trip back home was pretty much normal =D

Alrite then readers,its late and i wanna sleep
Nites
Signing off,
A'an

2009-03-01T16:58:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
going out to didi's house today.
Might as well cause i got nothing to do at home anyway.
Hahaha!
Anyways you guys should try listening to this song,its nice =D

Long Kiss GoodBye [Live] - HALCALI

I found this song while watching some anime's. =D
I found it real catchy so i just put it here for kicks
Well,ill post something again as soon as i come back from didi's house

Signing off,
A'an

2009-03-01T06:22:00.000-08:00

Sigh...
Why you want to talk bad about me behind my back?
If you would have just said in front of me i would have looked upon my mistakes and changed for the better...
Now that you've been talking behind my back i dont know if i can trust you anymore.
Hmm...
Apologies dont matter any more...
We fought so many times and most of the time is because of some small matter which you exaggerated to universal proportions.
Hopefully one day i might be able to forgive you,as they say
'Time heals all wounds,no matter how deep'

Till here,
signing off
A'an

2009-03-01T00:48:00.000-08:00

Hey what the fuck is your problem??
Nak mengumpat dtg sini ah,buat depan aku

Baby day

2009-02-28T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps

Phew... Had to take care of my cousins baby for an hour,
if he kept quiet rolling around the bed i wouldnt mind... Its just that everytime he wants to be picked up and be swinged left to right -_-

Cant smile for pic?

Maybe he not photogenic??

At last,a grin?

Hahah!
Nvm better than ntg
i spent 30 mins watching star wars with him... he seems to enjoy it from the cute sounds he makes.
Oh well

Signing off now
A'an

Check this out

2009-02-27T18:54:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps,
check this out its a frickin hilarious video of an italian man who went to malta,
hahahah!
Im not sure if you've watched it yet.. but here it is anyway

Anyways
Signing off now
A'an

Saturday Grey XD

2009-02-27T17:46:00.000-08:00

Hello people,

so after like an hour yesterday of thinking how to change my template i gave up and went to sleep,
I know i know... I give up too easily.

Anyways,today when i came online on msn SHE came online and i was like thinking "best uh!!,confirm dier tau cam maner nk edit template"
So i asked her and less than 10 mins later im done all ready to go with my newly edited blog =)

So thanks again amirah!!
Hahaha,ok now my stomach grumbling already..
K la i want to eat...

Till here
Signing off
A'an

Friday Blues

2009-02-27T09:56:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps

Its been a while since i blogged and some people have pestered me to start again
Thanks guys -_-

Hahaha!

Well.. to start off with my day,1 word,depressing
all i did was eat and sleep,eat and sleep and then eat and sleep again...
the only productive thing i did today was to jog in the morning
Hopefully saturday would be filled with something at the least
XD

Till here then,
signing off
A'an